Hid Duper

2011-03-18T16:24:00.003+08:00

Oh my godd. Blog has been dead for i dont know how long. LOLS.

I GUESS IM OFF TO TUMBLR.

BYE BLOGGER.>

FIND ME AT FACEBOOK TWITTER IF YA MISS ME.

http://www.facebook.com/hiddy.rosni

http://twitter.com/#!/Hiddyxoxo

Till then.

Much loves, Hiddy.

they're gonna bring you down

2010-08-03T19:16:00.005+08:00

When you feel that the whole world is against you, don't just sit in that corner and cry your heart out.

Instead, stand up tall and conquer everything that's in your way. Only then, you'll be the strongest.

It doesn't matter if someone knocks you down with thier words. Ignore it. Even if those words seems true to you, just ignore.

Those words are from mouths which are haters and not lovers.

Everyone has thier enemy. Its just about how you oercome your enemy.

They say 'Keep your friends close but your enemies closer.'

Even if they try to be nice to you, don't fall for their tricks.

I have fallen into their deathtrap and hell, its difficult to get out.

At times, i feel inferior to them.

But then again, how powerful are they that I should be scared to?

The only person i should be scared to is God.

And also, they themselves are inferior towards themselves.

Maybe , what made them the way they are is their bad childhood or lack of love from thier families.

So, let me say this.

Go ahead and lead your own life and I lead mine.

I shall act as if you're invisible. Thank you.

All I know now is that, I have bestfriends to guide me through this world full of hypocrites.

And no doubt, I love them to bits.

Without fail, they had been there all the time.

Dozens of stories has been exchanged, be it tough heartbreaks and broken hearts or even crushes.

They had been there.

They say " Boys come and go, friends stick till the very end.'

And remember, a friend to all is a true friend to none.

xoxo.

2010-07-31T20:16:00.002+08:00

Heyy! Sorry for not been updating for oh so loonnngg.

I really am putting cyberworld away for the moment.

All these few weeks of school and stress has been taking a toll on my health.

Really sick right now.

I reall have no updates or whatsoever right now. But im doing this for the sake keeping it alive.

Okay, this laptop is irritating me. The keyboard really hate me.

Okay, Mad tmr and im so really looking forward to it. I dont care, im stil gonna go even if im sick.

Didnt go last week. I can't believe that i managed ot go KL for two days and be back on time. Nyahaha. I shall update about the KL trip next post.

Okay, love you people.

xoxo.

Im off.

2010-07-12T20:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Im finally sixteen.

After waiting for so long. HEHE.

Thanks Ain, for always rubbing into my face that im the youngest among the four of you. HAHA. NOw you cant say that im not legal anymore.

Anw, started the day as the first official madrasah class for term 2.

Then off to home. My family wanted to go out and have some family time. Little did I know that my mum wanted to get a new phone. And she passed down her phone to me. Yay! No more prepaid.

Hehe. went for Yaqin later. Only to find out that the made me wait for 2 hours...

But, got a treat by Abg Rizal. Pandi je lah eyh, nak menebus kesalahan. Hmmm...

Went for dinner at

later with Rausyan, Aini and him, Danial and JW.

Bad things happen to aini. Hmm. Why is her life always so messed up ? Wallahua'lam.

But im proud of her for being strong. ♥

Reached home at almost 11. Nasib ader wings untuk fly home. *winks*

Oh yeah, Amen was the first to wish and the last was Salam. ♥

Salam msg was sweeet . :D

Okay. I shall set myself of to study.

And i think im getting sick. *coughcough*

Hero

2010-06-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hero -Sterling Knight
Yeah, Yeah
Im no superman
I cant take your hand
And fly you anywhere you wanna go, yeah

I cant read your mind
Like a bell boy sign
And tell you everything you wanna hear
But Ill be your hero

Cause I, I can be everything you need
If youre the one for me
Like gravity Ill be unstoppable
I, yeah I believe in destiny
I may be an ordinary guy without his soul
But if youre the one for me
Then Ill be your hero, oh
Ill be your hero, yeah
Ill be your hero

So incredible
Some kind of miracle
That when its meant to be
Ill become a hero-o
So Ill wait, wait, wait, wait for you
Yeah, Ill be your hero, yeah

Cause I, I can be everything you need
If youre the one for me
Like gravity Ill be unstoppable
I, yeah I believe in destiny
I may be an ordinary guy without his soul
But if youre the one for me
Then Ill be your hero, yeah
Yeah, Ill be your hero, yeah
Ill be your hero
Hero

♥

2010-06-23T23:42:00.005+08:00

I dont know why but you always make me smile ! :DDDDDDD

I love you, lil bro. ♥♥♥♥

one more chance ?

2010-06-17T15:37:00.004+08:00

Heya lovelies!

Weekend was a total boredom .

Stayed at home the whole time.

Went Sentosa with Deyi peepos on Monday .

Awesome fun. They made me feel appreciated and welcome.

Unlike hanging out with my own schoolmates.

Now, i kinda wished i had been in Deyi.

Hehee. ^^

But at times, when i reminisce those memories i had with the clan, sadness overcomes.

We used to be so close and now were like totally drifted.

Anw, being around these peeps made me realise that no matter how long you have known a person there's nothing that can stop you from being close friends. :D

Yesterday,

Went town-ing with Aini, Richo and Swee Siang.

Firstly, wanted to have lunch at an Indonesian rest. Too ex and so we headed to KFC at Far East Plaza.

Then, headed to Bras Basah Complex. SS wanted to look for a guitar bag. And i wanted to look for drumsticks. Saw a cool bright pink drumsticks for 14 bucks. Awesome or what ? ^^

Next, headed to Bugis to play some pool. First time for me, Aini and SS. But it turns out awesome! Great time playing. :D

Later, we went for a movie at 6.30 .

We watched The A-Team. Awesome combat movie. THought i would fall asleep. But i was wrong. The movie was about this group of 4 mens that was being betrayed and had to seve a jail term of 10 years. They iligally escaped to rebuild their name. They were betrayed again but now, their names are rebuild.

Ended up reaching home at 9.30. -.-

2 hous passed my curfew. But heck care! :D

Im off now. Gotta flip those textbook pages.

toodles.

xoxo.

2010-06-11T01:03:00.002+08:00

I don't know how long can i keep this anymore.

It seems like i have been keeping everything to myself and now, i could just explode anytime cause the bottle is filled to the brim .

Its been like a million years since i've been waiting.

But you seem blind.

Maybe i don't stand out enough .

People may think that i may just be your best girl friend.

But they don't know how deeply hurt i am whenever they say that .

I never told anyone about what i feel.

Maybe, i was thinking that i could escape myself into a world of my own .

I was wrong.

I keep seeing you with diff girls. But i somehow feel that you never loved them whole-heartedly.

And when i found out you have a new girlfriend, my heart just explode into a million pieces.

And when i got to know that you liked my bestfriend, i ignored that jealousy feeling .

It always crushed me whenever i read my your text sent to my own bestfriend's with all those kisses.

It always crushed me when everytime i tried to get my own time alone with you, there's always someone stealing you away from me.

I didn't realize that by keeping all this for 10 months, it would hurt me this much.

I never told anyone , cause everyone keeps thinking that i could never fall for you.

They are wrong.

I never told them because im scared that they would think im such a loser for loving you.

I didnt care.

I ignored.

I love you.

Thats all i wanna say.

xoxo.

♥

risk or withdraw ?

2010-06-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

Heyy,

Super f-ed up day today .

Oh wait, seems like everyday .

Went jogging in the morning after a while since my ankle recovered.

Jogged to khatib from my block, then tracked along the mrt to Yishun, and then to chong pang and back to my block.

Quite a distant. And my ankle hurts a bit. :(

Went to meet Shasha after that. She and Tadza went off for some private counselling session and i was accompanied by Achap.

Learned a lot of things from him.

And he called me a minah! Damn him. Punched him to get revenge but ended up getting myself hurt when i hit his bone. :S

Bought Ice cream from the new shop at AMKHub basement. Sedaaaaap oii~

Choc banana with M&M's . But it kinda cost a bomb. $3.70 for a single scoop? Daylight roberry siaaa.

Slacked at Tadza's porch and later sent him off for soccer training .

Me, Shaa and achap went off to meet William .

Turned out he was with 2 other friends. Not alone. Damn him.

Ate at Banquet.

Shaa and Achap went off to meet Achap's mom.

I went off with them to 155.

Waited for his friend for almost an hour.

Down to MRT, and home sweet home.

It didnt seem liked an f-ed up day but yeah, i wouldnt wanna elaborate what happened in the middle.

I dont wanna upset anyone.

Now HID, ask yourself this question?

To risk it or withdraw ?

xoxo.

Toodles.

2010-06-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

Life really is getting on my nerves right now.

And I don't wish to talk about it.

Prelim Oral Tmr.

O Lvl FNN Prac on Friday .

BAchinzxzxz betul.

2010-06-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

2010-06-01T18:38:00.002+08:00

Whoaaa ...

Been a long time since i've been here.

Oh well.

Lotsa things happen lately.

Prelims 1 went badly.

I dont wish to even talk about it.

But all i have to do now is really pull up my socks.

NO ITE for me, i swear!

ONS3 was a complete success beside me suffering from a sprained ankle now.

Simply said, AWESOME .

'Holidays' are here.

And yeah, it doesn't even feel like so !

I'll have to flip those pages of my boring textbook and pretend its interesting. -.-

I gotta go now.

Toodles.

xoxo.

2010-04-26T19:33:00.002+08:00

Heya Lovelies.

Well, yes, I'm sorry for updating lesser and lesser by the moment.

I simply spend less time here. Hehe .

Yes. Prelims is like sprinting towards me. Its like 3 more steps to the finishing line.

Oh no.

I have really put in a lot of effort into this.

I don't wanna fail again.

I just cant wait to get it over and done with.

Its really one of the things i really hate.

God.

I don't wanna go through that op. Its too scary for people to cut me up.

But i cant avoid it. If i wanna carry on this lifestyle, i will have to go through it.

But i cant change anything. He's too arrogant to even care about my health.

He wants to pay for such an expensive one is it? Know what? Im just gonna go with the flow. But one thing for sure is that I HAVE TO BE STRONG. :'(

I guess im off.

Seriously tired and in need of sleep.

toodles.

xoxo

2010-04-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

Heya lovelies !

Well, yeah, as you can see i have not been updating my blog recently.

Mostly due to stupid computer making problems, too much homework or simply pure laziness.

Hee !

Well, lotsa things has happen lately.

Some are awesomely fun and some are just pain in the ass.

Yeah, it feels as if there are like a thousand needles on a chair poking on your butt when you sit down on that particular chair.

Gosh.

But yeah, it has been awesome.

simply said.

I'll update when i feel like it.

Or when someone forces me to do it.

But this blog will probably be taking a nap.

MYE is running towards me already!

NOOOOOO !

Okay, it really feels retarded.

I feel like im talking to a computer.

Oh whatever.

HAHA.

Toodles.

xoxo.

be there for me.

2010-03-17T09:37:00.003+08:00

Im sorry for thinking that you have ignored us.

Im sorry again for thinking you never bothered about us anymore.

Im sorry for thinking you never thought about us anymore.

I guess im wrong.

I know that this year has changed.

We've all become busy ourself.

We all have school to attend, family stuffs to settle and boyfriends to tackle.

But i never have forgotten you.

I kept thinking at certain moments, wondering what could you been doing right now.

I regarded you as my own sister.

To help me guide through this crazy teenage world.

Its all because i dont have an amazing mum who understands teenage world.

I dont have a dad who even bothers to talk to me nicely.

I dont have anyone else besides my friends to guide me through.

I dont have anyone else who is able to tell me their experience.

I depended on you to be the one.

Can we just start all over again?

I love you, Kak.

I need you there too.

xoxo

2010-03-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Heyy all .

Well, its been hell of an idiotic week.

I found my march 2010 resolution somewhere in a load of papers in my room.

And I was surprise on what i put as No. 2 & 3.

HAHA . Ask me yourself if curious. :D

Oh ya, my March holidays doesnt seem like holidays at all.

I still have classes from like 8am to 3pm on Mon to Wed .

And the Johor trip is compulsary ?!

Damn.

That leaves me with Friday. :(

Despite that, crap has been going on at school.

Yeah, apparently i hate the way you're acting.

Seriously. Like i give a damn when is your big day!

Dude, you even PRETEND to ignore my birthday last year, well, i can do the same damn thing.

Im not really making a big deal out of this but seriously, what goes around comes around.

And yeah, i don't bother giving present to you this time cause i know you wont even appreciate.

Im off now.

This girl has to sleeeeeeeeeep .

xoxo .

When the world turns upside down.

2010-03-03T21:43:00.003+08:00

Why do i feel like destroying you right now ?

Ask yourself why !

Grrrrrrrrrrrr ...

Whatever he told me, im really hoping that its not true .

But search yourself, what had you got for doing that ?

Fun ? Laughter ? Peace ?

And whatever it is, I do not care already.

And im putting the past behind us .

Because by doing so, it will help me in becoming a better person .

I want a change.

xoxo.

2010-02-28T19:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Ain !

You're always the one who makes me smile .

You are the one who comforts me .

And im hoping that we will be the best of friends for the longest time ever .

I dont wanna lose you okay ?

I love ya .

HAHA . Happy birthday girl .

Enjoy the cake i bought you .

May you succeed in your future endeavors .

Happy Birthday Amri !

Brother bear ku !

May your wishes come true .

And may you always be there to cheer me up .

Sayang Am . :D

xoxo .

2010-02-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

Bad week .

Bad week.

Everything seems to be going wrong .

It all seems bleak .

And all thats going through my mind the whole time was "When is this gonna end?"

But the main reason was probably you.

It feels as if im hoping on thin ice.

Its never gonna happen again .

And dreams are just a play of the mind.

I cant be hoping too much.

Its making me feel worse.

Oh whatever .

(muka tak leh angs . LOL )

Btw .

Happy belated Birthday Daddy .

I love you .

xoxo.

2010-02-17T19:32:00.003+08:00

I miss you but i don't wanna show it .

Cant you see the obvious already ?

You ?

Me ?

Its all about us .

And why cant you just jump outta your shell like i did ?

I always wait for your text . Cause it actually means that you're thinking about me .

I always love the way you call me 'Hiddy' .

Cause its your nick for me .

No one else ?

And when can i get to meet you ? :D

Say it to me, love .

♥

happy v'day ! ♥

2010-02-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

You. You. You, M . :D

life on the moon...

2010-02-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hey all !

Happy CNY !

Okay, im just being a bit random .

But not too much right ?

Those past entries has been oh-so-emotional .

So, i'm gonna break it .

And its the holiday season baybeh !

Yeah, and its time for me to GAIN weight .

Muahhahaha .

Oh wait. Isn't that what i planned for Hari Raya ?

Opps ... Wrong celebration .

And i hate oranges .

They too orange-y and has so much skin . -.-

And yes , I went to Body World again with the school .

Me, Aly, Harris, Wera and Richo ended up spending more time at Science Center than Body World .

Its cool though, all those naked bodies without skin .

And I love the Girrafe ! Reminds me of what the madrasah boys used to call AIN .

HAHA . And now, they are the girrafe !

And the Gang, which includes Nabil, Wera, Harris, Mars, Erra, Aini, Jun Wei and me, planned to go Sentosa this sunday . And some missing .... ):

Im so looking forward to it .

Its like on of those proper outings we get to go once a while .

Not forgetting one of the first , SENTOSA .

So, SENTOSA, here we come ! :D

Aly getting stressed up over some phone call from an idiot which is pre-recorded . -.-

xoxo .

Toodles .

All out

2010-02-06T03:13:00.002+08:00

"I chose to love you in silence because in silence, i find no rejection.
And in silence no one owns you but me . "

Heyy all.
Currently at masjid.
And its 3 am .
HAHHA .
And im not sleeping .

There's a million and one things on my mind .
And i just wanna lash it out here .
Hope you dont mind .

" I dont know why but you seem to appear everywhere in my mind. No matter what i do, it all reminds me of you. And it seems like you started talking to me again . But that will never progress anywhere cause i know you're hearts with her . It seems so easy for you to move on. But what about me ? Im still struggling at the edge of the cliff, not able to stand up again .
What is it thats so easy for you to go on ? But so difficult that made me sruggling for so long ? I dont get it. However well you are coping with your life, always remember that I'll still be there for you no matter what .
And yes, those tears i cries are still worth it. Because its you, not anyone else . Believe me . "

Well, thats not really all .

"Heyy M, If youre reading this, i hope you understand what im going thru . Its a mixture of everything . But please, dont give up on me . I dont wanna lose you . Although im still holding on to him, its you who always make me feel better. Its you making me smile everytime tears are almot eolling down my cheeks . Thank you being there and dont ever go . "

Yeah, all out i guess.
Im getting hungry and sleepy .

See ya peeps when i see you .
Nights all .

xoxo .

2010-01-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

Well, its been two months since you're gone.

Not that I'm not over the fact that i cant have you back.

But i realized that your death brings a meaning to all of us.

If not for you cheerfulness when you were alive, our laughs would exist.

And our memories wouldn't exist too.

I could still remember the tears that roll down my cheeks.

But that shouldnt be the way.

I should be remembering the laughs we had and the happy moments.

And from now on, i will .

I promise to be the best i can.

With Love,

Hidayah .

I miss you, ayah cam .

2010-01-26T19:56:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary ,

Its been a while since i posted .

A million and one things had just hit me and i can't seem to avoid it .

I realize that i am missing a thousand people .

Where have you people gone to ?

Kak Chubs !
I hope your read this .
Rindu banget deyh sama kamu .
:D
Text me ! I seem to text you, but tak reply .
Apa sudah jadi oh ?
I've got a million and one things to tell you .
But cant seem to get to you .

Do you know that you're the only one that understand me ? ( besides the 4 other lovable girls Cinot, Loopy, Sasa and Aini )
Hehe . Eyh, dont kembang .
I miss hanging out with you .
:D
Cepat text me .
:D

Okay, one last thing.

Who is willing to teach me how to play the drums ?

xoxo.

2010-01-17T21:03:00.004+08:00

Sleepover after usrah was A-W-E-S-O-M-E .

It was on friday .

One thing i cant forget was going Marina Barrage at 2 am !

HAHA .

Very the sunyi .

Okay, i think i should go .

I dont have much to say though .

toodles .

xoxo

Cry me out

2010-01-16T17:15:00.003+08:00

Heyyy !

Its been long since i post .

2010 has been indeed awesome ever since it started .

I saw the seniors received the o level results .

Saw how my friends struggled through life .

And saw them grab opportunities .

I saw them cried their heart out .

And that only the first two weeks of january 2010 .

The 3 day motivational talk by AKLTG was oh well, AWESOME .

Although theres tears, there was also loads of smiles and laughter .

One thing i really learned is that the "Past does not equals to the future. What you do now determines the future. "

The workshop really taught me things i can really apply in daily life.

Like the YAQIN yesterday ...

Inspired kan korang ? Hehe .

And 1 important thing i could never forget .

I actually went up stage and said 'I love you' to my mum, in front of everyone for the first time in 15 years .

My exact words were " Ma, I never said this to you before, but in front of everyone here, I wanna say that I love you . "

I was actually very proud of myself to overcome my biggest fear and not only did a script but i actually said something out of my heart .

And for the first time, i actually hugged her and kissed her .

It was like as if someone that has been deep inside me just shined throughout that day .

And the funny thing is that, my lil bro just suddenly came to me and gave me a packet of chocolates to me . How sweet .

Eyh, Im tired of typing already .

toodles .

xoxo .

2010 will be awesome .

2010-01-02T13:08:00.002+08:00

Its 2010 already .

Look at how fast time flies .

But despite all the hard times we went through, it has actually made us a better person .

So, now 2010 will be, without doubt, another year of smiles, laughter, tears and anger .

It will be another year which will make us a stronger and matured person .

2009 has taught me that what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger .

And 2009 happened that way because God wants you to be a better person and to learn from your mistakes .

I hope 2010 will be a year that i will cherished like how I cherished 2009 .

Lastly, I thank all for making 2009 another memorable year .

xoxo ,

Hid .

2009-12-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

Urgh , I hate hate today .

Fever , flu and i sound like a guy .

And my left eye is sore .

Bro said i look like an alien . -.-

After he said that, he kicked a ball and it bounced back from a wall and hit his crotch !

HAH ! Serve ya right ! Muahahaha .

He was screaming in pain . Since he just got circumcised .

HAHA .

xoxo .

2009-12-26T13:59:00.002+08:00

Supp ?

Okay . Havent been updating .

Sorry .

Simply lazy to . :P

Lots of things had happened since i last updated .

But none important .

One of my cousin had just got engaged .

And it suddenly reminded me of my late uncle .

Yes, i do miss him .

Very much indeed .

But God loves him more .

And no matter how much i miss him, it will not bring him back .

And again i had missed the moment to see his face at the end of his days .

I miss him, I miss him, I miss him .

I shoud probably let my mind wonder somewhere else .

Cause missing him will do nothing .

I even cut out his obituary notice and keep it in my wallet along with my loved one's pictures .

And thats the only way to keep my memory of him alive .

7 Jan will be his 40th day gone .

Yes, im counting .

But so what ?

Al-Fatihah to Suhaimi Bin Ali .

May you R.I.P.

28.11.09

Okay, i should probably get ready .

Im off .

xoxo .

2009-12-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

Pics of Sentosa outing on the 7 Dec .

i need a life.

2009-11-17T14:36:00.003+08:00

I love my crazyyy gfs ! (:

Hey hey worrrllllddd ~

Okay .
Im super bored.
I swear .
I had spend my morning watching Imagine That .
Aweome movie.
The little girl was charming
HAHA .

Gonna meet Ain at masjid later .
I just feel so bored at home .
Superrr bored .
I just need to get out of the house kinda feeling .
I think i just broke a record .
I havent been going out since like what ... saturday ?
Gosh .
I need a life .

I think imma head for a nap on the comfy new sofa !
HAHA .
Join me in Dreamland !

xoxo ~

2009-11-16T11:34:00.004+08:00

Well, my life has been pretty well messed up huh ?
Oh well, i still gotta enjoy life .

Sometimes i feel as if i'm the only one going through this .
But i know i'm not .
Its difficult to see who your friends are .
Like what my mum always say , "Friends are the one who will stick with you through the rough times . "
And now I realise who they really were .
Despite that, I have also realise that some people exist just to hurt you deep down .
And some comes running back to you whenever they are lonely .
Well, out there, you may never know whether they are really sincere in being your friend at first glance .
However, I'm not writing this to discriminate anyone of my friends .
But i would just want you people to realise how humans live .

Well, I know a lot of things has happen between us .
But I hope that we would still be the best of friends .
Despite al those awkward feeling we face, despite all those fights we once had ,
please just let it go .
I know its hard , but we are friends after all .
No matter what, we have known each other for long .
And even if its the end of the world, promise me we would still be friends .
aku sayang kamu semua .

xoxo ~

2009-11-10T13:50:00.002+08:00

My life is so f-ed up .
What am i supposed to do now .
I cant tell anything to her .
I cant straighten out her mind .
She just wont listen .
And she think by quitting, it will solve everything ?

How i wish you could just listen to me for once.
:'(

2009-11-09T13:07:00.003+08:00

Oh well, might as well blogged since im like oh so the boreeeedd .
Currently waiting at the waiting room at SGH .
Yeahp .
Accompanied mummy to hosp for the appointment.
No wonder she didnt allow me to go for classes and drama today .

Oh ya, my lappy is baaaccckkk .
Yeah . Was send for repair the last few days .

Okay, imma go now.
I feel like having starbucks .

xoxo ~

2009-11-06T10:55:00.002+08:00

Hey babies,

appointment with doctor yest ended earlyyyyy !
Hahaha .
Happy sungguh tau ! LOL .
Then had counselling for a while .
Then i dont know why and mummy dropped me at yishun mrt biler orang suruh dier turunkan kat AMK mrt . -.-"
So, trained to AMK and met babies at around 1.30 .
Met Loopy at AMK Hub .
Hanna, Achap and Raudha was there .
Headed to Macd to have lunch .
Chinoneh came by .
Then Amri .
Hanna and Raudha had to go .
So we went to walk around AMK .
Sudah jelak oh !
HAHA .
Met up with Masri aka Ayam Mas !
LOL .
Headed down to J8 .
Funny things happened .
Ate at Cafe Galilee at Bishan Library .
Then headed back to Yishun .
Met up with Slam .
Chilled under my block and then home at 7.30 .
Good girl ma .
HAHA .

Overall, day was awexuuuum !
Had lots of laughs .
Despite the tears during stupid counselling .

Yeah , Okay .
I am so late .
Im off to meet Richo now .
Adios !

xoxo ~

2009-11-05T11:09:00.002+08:00

Hey hey there !
Currently im like at KK Hosp waiting for my turn for the stupid appointment .
I bet i will have to go thru checks here and there .
And most probably ends at around 1 or two.
I'll be so glad if it ends earlier .
I hate appointments with doctors .
Boo !

Oh ya, meeting my girlfriends later .
Weeee ~
Miss them so ever much man !

Okay, im off .
My number is gonna be called soon .
xoxo ~

2009-11-03T19:46:00.002+08:00

I feel like just throwing away my stupid phone .
Its like, whenever prepaid is low, everyone starts texting me .
But when prepaid is like a lot, no one bothers to text .
Ishk . Taq fun uh .

Anyways . Had E maths rem this morning .
Headed home and then chilled with my Chinoneh .
Had loads of laughs .
We went through yearbook and find anyone with weird and long names .
She started .
Hilarious .
And she actually compared the faces last year and this year .
And i think i got the worst comment .
I dont wanna elaborate .
Well, currently chatting with my cuzz, Firdaus .
Haha .

And im like hungry luh .
I realised i kept mentioning that im hungry at the end of every post .
HAHAH .

Cant wait for Abg Syahiir's gig on the 7 !
Anyone wanna come with me ?

Haha .
Im off .
xoxo .

2009-11-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

Hey , I have an OnSugar account where mostly i post pictures and quotes and stuffs .
But the main thing i blog about there is what i want to say from deep inside .

www.hid-duper.onsugar.com

Go check it out ~
xoxo ~

2009-11-02T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hey there .
Well, holidays doesnt seem like holidays to me .
Will be heading off to school almost everyday .
And the i have to take my re-exam on 13 and 14 nov .
Great much ?

Oh, and Bro is gonna be circumcised this dec .
Haha .
He keep getting teased by my uncles an aunties though .
He is really growing up fast eyh ?
LOL .

Me and family went window shopping yesterday .
Dad almost wanted to buy a whole new sofa set plus table for the living room until Mum spoils it all by saying ' We should survey other furniture stores first ' . Thanks a lot Mum .
But we ended up buying a whole new teevee set . :D
A new teevee for us .
Weeehoooo ~
So loving my dad .
They'll deliver it by Fri .
And Mum promised me a new phone if she has enpugh bonus end of the year .
I so need a new one .
:D

I'm hungry .
Im off to get something to fill my stomach .
Adios ~

xoxo ~

2009-10-30T14:09:00.003+08:00

How I wish I had captured the moment of us .

Hey hey babies .
Yeah . Its like the last day of school .
I gave it a miss .
Been skipping school nowadays .
Haha .

Well, i feel like goign out but laziness is stopping me .
Yeah .
Haha .
Spent my morning watching I Love You, Beth Cooper .
I wanted to watch Handsome Suit but i couldnt find one which is with Eng subtitles .
Next movie up is most probably Marley and Me .
Oh ya, yo should probably watch The Ugly Truth .
Super sweet ending .

Oh btw, birthday wishes !
Happy Belated birthday Harris !
Thanks for everything 'boyfriend' . LOL .
Oh and sorry i dont have your pic .

Happy Belated Birthday Belle !
Oh, that pic was last year BBQ party with Ms Ling .
HAHAH . You were wet and you smelled like cake .
But i still love you though . ( AWWWW . Hid so sweet right ? LOL . )
Sorry i couldnt come to your BBQ .
Happy belated 15teen !
Happy Birthday Abg Syahiir !
Finally legal eyh ? HAHA . May you be blessed with lots of love, happiness and of course tons of crappiness . May your wishes come true too ! Be my bestest godbro alright ? Last long with my Ain horh ! HAHA . Thats why i wish you lotsa love . Haha . Happy 8teen ! <3

Heh .
Im off .
xoxo .

2009-10-27T14:01:00.002+08:00

Yeah, i gave school a miss today .
I don't wanna be scratching in front of the guest today .
LOL .

I think i know my fate .
But i promise myself that i will do my best for the papers at the end of the year !
I promise !
Please just give me one more chance .
:'(

2009-10-24T13:51:00.003+08:00

To you :

You just seem to be drifting apart .
I dont know whether you still accept me as your friends .
Though im still longing for you , at least please just talk to me in school .
It is as if i'm totally invisible to you .
All day i spent thinking about you and how our relationship is becoming like this .
I am tired of putting on a mask i front of you acting as if im over you .
But actually im not .
Its too difficult .
The way you leave me made me longing for you more .
So, please...
Can we just be back to what we were before everything started ?

But well, i guess you will never ever read my blog right ?

xoxo~
Wo xiang ni .

2009-10-23T19:35:00.004+08:00

'And when love knocks you down,
Just get back up when it knocks you down .'

Hey hey babies .
Yeah .
There are like tons of things i wish to tell you but sometimes, i totally forgets all about it when im writing .
LOL .

So yeah, Tues, skipped school cause of rashes .
Head down to polyclinic at around 2+ with Salam .
He promised to accompany me the night before .
Luckily he was there cause the wait for it was 1 hour 30 mins.
And the consultation didn't even lasted 5 mins .
LOL .
Trust me, i'm never gonna go poly again .
Family docktor will be my choice the next time .
Then i head off to meet Ain and then slacked at her place .
Awesome time spent .
I reached home at almost 10 .
Great or what ?
LOL .

Skipped school on wednesday too .
Still scratching up and down my back .
Okay, not really but my limbs itches like crazy though there were no visible red patches .
Slacked at home .

Thurs, like at last, i went to school.
Got back my papers .
Yeah .
Dissapointing .
After school went for a visit to my family doctor at AMK .
And then off to meet my girlfriends at Mac'd at AMK Hub .
Awesome time spent with my girlfriends, Sasa's boyfie ( Khairul Iskandar ) and Asyraf Iskandar.
LOL .
Thier names are similar but not related .
Haha .

And so its friday today .
Even more dissapointing .
I'm not really sire if im promoted or not .

The group pic .

The four ultimate besties .

Hid and Achap . (:

Ain eating nasi lemak in Mac'd . LOL .

I like this pic . Cool gituk lah !

Okay, im off .
xoxo~

2009-10-22T19:29:00.002+08:00

Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone
that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.

a month since .

2009-10-21T15:14:00.004+08:00

To someone :

Well, its been a month .
And all i know is that i can never get you outta my mind .
Every single day that passed is never passed without me thinking about what you are doing .
I know i should have been over you long time ago, but i guess i just cant .
I still dont know the reason of you leaving me .
But all i know is im still longing for you .
I dont really understand why you're torturing me like this .

'It hurts to see you in front of me but knowing you're not mine anymore . '

If you ever read this, say something to me . Dont just kee quiet .
It'll be nice to hear a word from you once again .

'It seems like a mountain is in our way . '

xoxo ~
Wo xiang ni .

Awesome darling mates .

2009-10-21T09:51:00.008+08:00

Hey hey you !
Life has been AWESOME .
Yeah .
My days were packed with friends.
Had Perjumpaan Raya on Sunday at madrasah .
Awesome time spend with lovelies .
After that we head off for last minute jalan raya-ing .
Haha .
And Ain created a human torch out of Zul .
Sadly i had parted off for the musical .
Haha .
Pictures of Raya-ing are in Facebook .
Heh .

Had the Impak Maksima musical too on Sunday .
Great musical !
Too bad if you missed it .
The drifting on stage was A-W-E-S-O-M-E ~

And we went to Ngee Ann Poly for i dont know what reason on Monday .
Thanks to Ain who dragged us along .
Meet Abg Syahirr and chills at the food canteen .
Had fun mingling with my girlfies .
Heh .
(:

Raya-ing with maddies .

Ngee Ann Poly for no reason . XD

More pics on Facebook .

xoxo~

Metro man~

2009-10-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

Boooooooooo ~
I hate the ending of Bohsia .
Crappy shit .
It should have a better ending .
I swear i'm never gonna be a director in the future .
It seems like it sucks to be one .
LOL.

I soo need to go shopping .
I dont know what to wear on Sunday !
I wanna look awesome for once .
Hahaha .

Its not a bird .
Its not a plane .
Its METRO MAN !

Nabs beter thank me for this .
Hahah .
But sadly The Great one is not bad too .
Oh whateverr ~

Okay . Im off .
Hungryyyy ~

xoxo ~

2009-10-15T16:08:00.018+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER ~

Isn't he just cute ?
I just melt seeing him sing .
Awwww ~

Hahaha .
Exams are over !
Wooh ~
I can say that im not prepared to see my result slip .
Tell me, who is ready ?
Urgh .

And yeah . I love my girlfies lah .
They are like making me go crazzyyy ~
Ain came over on monday and helped her transfer some things to her new phone .
And I'm using a better phone right now .
Heh . Oh ya, pass me your numbers . I lost most of them . XD

Qiyam pics baybeh !
I love them .
Heh .

Oh and i love this song ~
Somehow meaningful and connects to how im feeling this point of time.

one, i looked back and youre gone
two, what am i supposed to do
three,you want me to let you free

four, i know im such a bore
five,wanted to make you my wife
six, you are unlike other chicks

seven, you were my heaven
eight, but now its too late
nine,girl i hope that you are fine

this song i wrote to you
i hope you like it boo
the words, represents my love for you

chorus;
you said "bye"
i said "no"
you said "baby let me go"

"take care"
two words from you
i didnt know,
what was i supposed to do

baby just come back
baby just come back
baby just come back
baby just come back to me

i know you want me
you know i want you
i know you need me
girl i need you too my baby

* chorus

ten days have passed
just remember
babygirl, that you are
the best..
the best i ever had...

xoxo~

2009-10-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

Okay .
I screwed up geog paper .
And a maths, confirm less than 10 marks .
I dont really care about a maths .
But Geog ! Such an easy paper yet 13 marks down the drain that easily .
Gosh .

I'm off to mug for Chem and F&N .
Peace out .

Oh crap.

2009-10-10T12:25:00.002+08:00

Awwww . I know . Cuteness .

Oh yeah . Maths paper was crap though i studied like shitzxzxxz .
And i was thinking that the paper Ms Tan would set would be easy .
Totally wrong .

Went to hang out with my awesome mates later on after paper at AMK .
And i ended up lepak-ing at granny's place .
Haha .
I was plaim lazy to go back homeeee.
Haha .
Oh, lazy Hid .
LOL .

Okay, I'm off .
Im gonna get some food into my stomach .
Will be jalan-ing raya later on .
(:

Crapness on load .

2009-10-08T15:21:00.002+08:00

"Hello i'm Apple. And you're Peach.
Apple misses peach. Apple wants a hug from Peach.
When? Now. Apple said please. Will peach hug apple?"

Social studies paper was craaap .
I swear i could fail with a snap of my finger.
And I even burned my midnight oil sia .
Great aye ?
Maths paper tmrrrrrr ~
I'm really gonna do my best.
Seriously , its my only hope .
Besides malay though .
Haha .

Oh well, i'm gonna like go sleep now .
I'm in need of serious sleep .
And will be burying my face in maths book tonight .
Someone entertain me when i'm studying please ?
*smilies*

Okay, i'm off ~
Toodles .

the hugs.

2009-10-03T10:25:00.001+08:00

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare as if you see right through to my soul
To your left hip and the way it's not quite big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror before we go out at night
Our quiet type, your beautiful mind

They're all part of the list
things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

The way your sweet smell lingers when you leave the room
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon
I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep
Touching your face
Invading your space

They're part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce
Oh
Will you live in my memories forevermore I swear
and you live in my memories forevermore I swear

They are part of the list
Things that miss things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss
what I notice is this
I come up with
Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce

2009-10-02T17:08:00.002+08:00

Gahh ! Missing my awesomely crazy mates right now .
Come for Mad this Sun okay ?
There's a million things to be shared. I swear .
And and and i will bring an axe to chop off anyone's head that is late .
Kidding !
I know .
I just feel like going to them and hugging them till they choke .
Okay . Maybe not .
Just a nice warm hug can can can ?

Haha .
While everyone is like opening thier books and cracking thier brains open , i here am just relaxing and not panicking cause i started revision longgggg agooooooooooo . Cheers to me !
Haha .

Ate at Pastamania yesterday with Jojo, JR, Royston, Aini and Nikki .
JR told Royston that tabasco is a sweet sauce .
So clever Royston took a spoonful of tabasco and ate it .
He almost cried cause it was too hot .
Haha .
The whole meal was like full of laughter lah .
Haha .

Okay .
I'm gonna be off .
Tiredness .
Toodles ~

sorry ~

2009-09-30T13:09:00.003+08:00

was reading our past conversation and somehow i teared seeing how close

we once were and how far apart we are now.
Sorry.

sleeq lover ~ LOL .

2009-09-28T19:13:00.008+08:00

I so can't bear to leave this blog dead ~
Like seriously .
People are like coming to me on MSN asking me to update my blog .
Gosh . Yeah , i got like 6 people .
Whoa . And all this while i thought no one reads my blog cause my tagboard is always dead . -.-
Haha .
So , my week is oh-so-awesome .
Haha .
Well, its been oh-so-awesome since raya .
Well, not that awesome as there was still setbacks that made me hate life somewhere in between .
But raya was well not that bad .

One thing for sure is that i got to once again meet my cousins that i only see them like once a year .
Haha .
And oh my, they do change a lot .

I told you .
Haha.
And oh i love my family .
Seriously hilarious .
Haha .

And last friday had a swim at Aly's condo .
Awesome .
Haha .
And i ended up reaching home at 11 and got screamed by mummy . -.-"
Her nags that day was actually funny . I suddenly started laughing when she was nagging .
And i got nagged even more . -.-"

Okay .
Im off .
Toodles .
xoxo ~

2009-09-24T17:09:00.002+08:00

Will be on MIA for the mean time .
I'll be back when i feel like so .
Toodles ~
xoxo

raya oii !

2009-09-21T14:15:00.006+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya !
Maaf zahir dan Batin !

Heyyyyy ~
Currently alone at home .
Super bored .
Just had KFC .

Went for jalan raya yesterday .
Awesomely time spent with cuzzies and more .
Well, collection still not much .
Doesnt even touch a hundred .
Haha .

Oh ya , Pictures of raya wil be up soon okeyh ?
Cant find the cable for the camera .
Haha .

When is Qiyam pics gonna be up ?
I want them ! (:

Im off .
Wanna slack .
Okay maybe off for a jog .
Im so into jogging nowadays .

Reminder to self : Put on weight thats loss during fasting ! Haha .

P.S. : Whats happening to us ? ):

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Now playing: Brandy - Right Here (Departed)
via FoxyTunes

hershey, come to mama !

2009-09-12T11:57:00.005+08:00

Hey !

So cant wait for Qiyam later .
Seems so fun .
And and and at last i got like money to top up .
Okay . I am kinda short of a dollar .
-.=

Gosh . I am craving for some hersheys .
):

Tag Replies !
Ain ; Wah babe ! He give hersheys, share okeyh ? Sayang Ain! Haha . I dont have Rashid's no. lerrr . Sorry .

Farhanah ; Linked up alr okay ? (:

Stehffie ; Haha . Welcome darla . I'll make sure i'll see your smile in school horh . Haha . Seems like the people around you are caring right ? ^^

Im off.
xoxo

Silkpro Vs . Skinpro .

2009-09-11T17:12:00.004+08:00

Okay.
So , I am currently waiting for two persons.
Mum and Aini .
Will ee heading off to Alyaa's place soon .

Oh , bro is like super cute today .

Bro : Yayah (thats what he calls me . -.-") , smell my hair . Faster !
Me : *smells it to make him happy* Hmmm . Nice .
Bro : I use the skinpro shampoo you know! (trying to refer to silkpro)
LOL .

Haha . And im like pretty upset with Tiana today .
Gosh .
She headed off for some idiotic last minute plan with her friends , leaving me late to set off for Aly's place as i have to wait till mum comes home .
Damn .
I am so gonna punish her tmr !
Gonna ask her do laundry .
Muahahha !

Know what ?
I shall now go and like get myself ready before Aini comes knocking then screaming my head off cause i'm always not ready yet every time she comes .
LOL .

Toodles !
xoxo .

boomboompow

2009-09-10T14:32:00.004+08:00

//Edited

Okay , just back from badminton with Swee Siang, Belle and Dear .
I was like dehydrating after a while man .
Hahah .

Okay, i currently have nothing to talk about seriously .
Haha .
Will be ~~heading off to make cookies at Wanie's place~~ slacking at home till break fast .
And tmr will be break fasting at Alyaa's place .
Its Mummy's and Daddy's Anni tmr .
And Having Qiyam camp on Saturday till like Sun afternoon .
Will be missing the celebration for their anni on sat . :(
And school starts on monday .
Damn .
Packed weekend .
Awwwww .

P.S ; I am so bloody hungry , D':

Im off .
xoxo

(L)

2009-09-09T21:23:00.003+08:00

He looks kinda snobbish eyh ?
Oooops. Sorry dear !

090909 !

Today is Sept 9.
A year, a month and a aday later will be 101010 . Will you still love me ?
XOXO

i scream for ice cream !

2009-09-08T14:22:00.003+08:00

Hey hey all .

I can see that my blog is becoming somewhat dead .
HAHA .
Gotta change blogskin soon .
Im like bored of it already .
:D

Oh ya, had the Ice Cream workshop at Nanyang Poly this morning .
I could say it was awesome .
Haha .
We got to make our own ice cream using a machine . :P
Not the old-fashioned way which you have to whisk every hour .
Haha .
Went there with Jojo and Belle and some others .

Gosh, there'll be maths lesson tomorrow morning .
And i have to collect my science ten year series book as i missed lesson on monday .
Talking about monday , Jojo told me what they joked about in my absence .
Haha .
Couldnt stop laughing .
LOL .

Okay , the more i stay, the more crap i will type .
Toodles .
(:

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Now playing: Knock You Down Keri Hilson Fea
via FoxyTunes

i'll be your superman

2009-09-06T14:58:00.007+08:00

Hey hey .
Its been a week since i last update ?
Haha .
All thanks to laziness . XD

So, overall the week was great .
Lotsa things happen .

Teachers' Day Concert was awesome !
Class party at Shaughnessy was awesome too .
Missed the planned break fast at Ain Chinoneh's place and missed the fun . ;'(
Bought my Raya clothes alr ! Turqoise baybeh !
Breakfast with Chubs godsis, S.Loopy, Hanna, & Rahmat on Wed .
TLOBLE was finally made .
Citi Ideas in Action Exhbition at Ngee Ann Poly went smoothly .

I told you a lot of AWESOME thing happened .

Class party

Before.................................................................After

Sadly i didnt bring camera along for the class party . :(

Oh ya, i tried this new cereal . It actually has REAL STRAWBERRIES in it .
But kinda dried .
Super tasty .
Haha .

Oh ya , term break is here and i guess there seems to be no rest .
Had to head back for extra lessons .
Bets its gonna be boring .

Know what ?
Im gonna go and slack at facebook .
Haha .
Im off !

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Now playing: Jennifer Hudson - Spotlight
via FoxyTunes

you belong with me.

2009-08-30T18:14:00.004+08:00

Okay !
So, my all time fav car is now uh... Gosh no words to describe .
And thanks to mummy .
She somehow reverse and she told me there is like limited space .
But why is she still reversing ?
The car bumper somehow got dragged by the lorry parked in front .
-.-"
Uhhh ... and repairs will cost like 500 bucks .
I'd rather go get a new furniture set for my room . -.-"
And stupidly, Tiana wanted to get a new car when its like only 3 years using it .
LOL .
Muhahahaha .

Oooooooh . Looks like this is my 2ooth post .
Hahha .
Random .

Oh yeah , i just bought Hersheys .
After waiting for months for my chocs from Dear ...
Which i didnt get ... I decided to get it myself .
Muahahaha .
You still owe me though !
And and and... that is why Almighty Sheng is not that almighty as Hid Duper !
Blueks .

And i baked muffins for Teachers day .
Seddaaaaapppp !
XD

Im off now .
XD

together

2009-08-28T16:21:00.003+08:00

Together - Ne-yo

Ohhh ....
Ohhh ... Yeah Yeah
Ohhh .... Yeahh

Since the day that we met girl
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world
oh
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
girl your love is where it's at
ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..

I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh
girl I know you're so afraid
But I can't right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder'n how many chick's been to my home
I've done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together,
We should be together ....
Eternally
Ohhh...

Girl I'm gonna be

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back (The one that got your back)
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made (never wish we made)
But we'll be okay if we just stay together(just stay with me)

(Everything Gonna Be Alright)

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

FML

2009-08-28T15:35:00.004+08:00

"Today, I gathered the courage to ask my crush on a date. As I called her, she quickly answered and said "Can't talk right now, I'm in a movie theater." and then hung up. I'd called her home phone. FML"

My favourite FML for today . LOL

puasa lah oii!

2009-08-25T17:06:00.004+08:00

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with Ain Chinoneh !

H-E-L-L-O !

Haha . Currently H-U-N-G-R-Y .
Like obviously . Its what you get when the last time you ate was at 5am .
And the next time you could eat is at 7.13pm .
Annnnddddd ... Its what you call fasting !

I dont know why I'm updating .
Gosh . Thanks to Almighty Sheng .
(whom i think is not as almighty as he thinks. cause i still ROCKS ! and not forgetting i rock him out of his socks! )
Muahahha . Okay lame . Haha .

Well, since its the holy month of Ramadhan , I shall talk about the benefits of it .
So long as i dont sound like an ustadzah, it'll be fine .
But if i do sound like one, warn me ! Hahah .

So, Fasting or what you call puasa is a must for all muslim in this month.
We follow the Islamic calendar though .
That is why you never see Hari Raya falls on the same date every year .
But instead its always jumps one month back .
For e.g. in 2008, Hari raya was in Oct . But in 2009 , Hari raya will be in Sept .
Why ? It is because in the Islamic calendar we only have 11 months .
Dont ask me why. Cause i myself dont even know .

But why do Muslims fast ?
Its is a must to fast for all muslim as it lets us experience how poor people in other countries suffer without food .
It also benefits our body .
In a good way .
Research has shown that fasting can help in losing weight .
It is actually better than dieting or some weird diets like soy bean diets which Beyonce does .
Haha .

Okay . So that is just like the gist of it .
But i wonder why those old uncles still go to coffee shops in the middle of the day to have a drink . Even worser some even drinks alcohol in this month , im the middle of the day .
I bet their skins are even thicker of that of a wall .
Ad they dont even feel shameful when they see a small kid fasting .
Gosh . What is gonna happen to the world man .
For all i know sick people , women having menstruation or people who have low IQ are required not to fast .
But dont tell me they are sick cause they drink in groups .
They obviously are not woman (Cause i mention uncles) .
And even low IQ people dont drink . At least they have common sense and that mndset that muslims dont take alcohol .
So, why ?

And oh ya .
I was on the way home .
And i was bringing a plastic bag of food for break fast later .
And i bought bubble tea too .
Cause i am too lazy to get out of the house to buy food later on .
Was walking under one of the blocks and there is these group of guys lepaking there .
As i was walking past them, one of the guys there shouted at me in a sarcastic manner in malay , "Alamak. Buy food so early sia . Not even buka time . Got bubble tea some more . I bet she never fast one ! "
He said that so loudly i bet the whole block can hear . ( wait . i guess im exaggerating . gosh )
And what is worse is that his friend beside him was smoking in his Yishun Sec uniform .
And obviously his friend is not fasting ! And he was smoking too ! OMG . And he still dares to say that i am not fasting when i actually am .
Goodness gracious .
I seriously felt like bursting out at that time .
I just feel like shouting " Before talking about other people, maybe you should check yourself in the mirror first . "
But since people who are fasting should be patient, therefore i am patient for once .
Gosh .

Okay, know what ? I am gonna stop talking about that now .
Kinda flares me up with anger .
Soon you'll see smoke coming out of my ears .
Gosh .

Oh, Overdued pictures !
Haha .
Just feel like posting them !
XD

That sexuality talk at masjid some time ago .
Haha .

Haflah two weeks ago . Mirror totally sucks .

anak bulan oh anak bulan ...

2009-08-21T18:49:00.005+08:00

Ramadhan is here in a few more hours .

Omg. Omg. Omg .

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan !

Oh god .
I wonder how i am gonna survive .
Gosh .

Today was normal again .
Besides enjoying the last meal in canteen for the next 29 days .
Hahha .
I am soo gonna miss the chicken chop .
Ahhhh . The thought of it makes me hungry again .

Food food food .
LOL .
Enough .
Gosh .

I wanna slack at home tmr .
Nothing else to do though .
And even my soul doesnt wanna step out of the house .
except for break fast .
Hehee .

I wanna go catch my cheeseburger now .
Off i go .
Byeeee ~
XD

let my heartbeat go.

2009-08-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

" Let my heartbeat go.
Cause you're holding it. "

Guess today was AWESOMEE .
Got my cert for that AEM thingy at Republic Poly .
Got a B grade .
Oh yeah , before that went up stage to collect the cert .
LOL .
You know ... I fear stages .
But nothing like me having a nervous attack happened though .
Gosh . I am so cursing myself .
LOL .

Lessons were normal .
And boring .
Haha .
PE was shitzxzx .
Kickboxing for ACES day .
Gosh .
Chem test was easy peasy .
Haha . Cause i bothered to study !
WOW .
Social studies = Pure dose of boredom .

Had drama after that .
At MT Room . How bad was that ?
Vocal training, improvisation and that stupid Go Green skit were gonna be performing on week 10 .
Gosh .
Headed down to LJS with Lorenzo and Aly .
Had dinner on Lorenzo's bucks .
Hehee .
Reached home at around 7 .
And slacked .
Haha .

Fasting months this SATURDAY .
Oh no . So not ready .
Its been a year since i fast .
HAHA.

Awwww .
I miss my Supers .
Cant wait for this Sun .
But oh no . I am gonna miss the fried macroni .
Gosh .
I realised i have been talking about food only .
Haha .

I shall talk about money now .
Haha .
Mum and dad's wedding anni coming soon .
Sept 11 . I know . 911 !
Haha . Cool right ?
LOL .
And i guess i have to save money for thier present aye ?
HAHA .

And i guess 9 Sept is a cool date huh ?
090909 !
LOL .
Whaatever Hid .

Off i go now .
Haha .
Byeeeee ~

superhuman

2009-08-19T17:58:00.004+08:00

I am so tired i cant even sleep .
Gosh . That doesn't make sense .
Oh whatever ~

Today was normal .
I know .
Besides the sand papering our tloble .
My skirt became all white .
Gosh .

There'll be draaaamaaaa tmr .
I am so 'ready' for the bag of fears .
Gosh .
Alyaa found out which was mine .
Damn .
And my fears are like shitxzxzxz.
Gosh .

Wow .
People are bombarding me with the question " You together with him ah ? "
And i dont know how to answer .
Dear , tolong !

Ooooh . Guesss what ?
Elephant texted me once again .
Gosh .
Aku rindu dier siol .
LOL .
But nahh . I am not really crushing on him anymore.
Though i admire his hotness at times .
But he seems so quiet nowadays .
Not like before , so hyper .
Haha .

And OMG .
Fasting in like a few days time .
I am so not ready .
!@#$%^
Oh tolooooooong !

Im gonna miss the food at canteen .
Though sometime it sucks.
LOL .

Oh, and i feel like i need a new hair .
Haha .
Okay random .
I want straight hair like before .
Awwwww .
I miss my straight long hair .
AWWWWW .

im off now .
Im bored typing this out .
LOL .

And and and .
I miss my monster .
Ooops .
I mean my sayang .
Awwww .
^^

my weekend.

2009-08-16T21:00:00.005+08:00

Hey hey .
No sunshine right now .
Cause its raining ? -.-

Well, weekend was awesome i can say .
Haha .
Watched G.I. Joe with Richo, Harris, Wera and Dear at Causeway Point .
Dear paid for my tix . Thanks dear .
The movie was awesome .
Haha . Worth the tix though .
Headed down to Aly's crib after that .
I was clever enough to made them all take 169 which doesnt even go through Aly's place .
It will only go through from AMK. -.-""
Waited for Stacy and off we go .
Haha .
I really love her house lah .
Omg .
LOL .
Her mom cooked pasta for us.
Awesomely nice .
Stayed and watched Quarantined .
I realised it was a horror movie only half way through .
And i hate horror movies.
LOL .
Headed home and reached at around nearly 10 .
WOW .

Today was not that bad .
Headed for Mad early in the morning and Sasa was late as usual .
Ain was teh earliest .
Haha. Shasha didnt came . Awwww .
Mad was normal .
Gossip-ed and all . As per normal . Haha .
Its kinda boring without Loopy though .
Haha .
Headed home .
Then out again to meet Richo to buy some PW stuffs.
Bumped into Firah .
Gosh . I feel like smacking her face at that time .
Shall not talk about it .
Couldn't find some things at Home-fix as most of the things we wanted was sold out . -.-
Headed to some cheapo hardware store.
HAHA . At least they do have the stuffs .
Headed to Northpoint back to print some pictures .
And i was talking to Aly on the phone about some problem we as a group was facing .
grrrrrr !
That dude, Richo , withdrawed some money and we went to Eighteen Chefs to fill up our stomach .
He treated me as i was broke .
Haha .
The food was awesome .
I had Creamy White Baked Pasta.
I cant remember what he ate though .
And their cups are cool .
They are drinking jar .
LOL .
Headed home after that .
And slacked till now .

Im off now.
Byeeeeeee ~

Aku sayang Dear ~
awwwwww .

I am so falling in love with the song Emergency Room by Rihanna !

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cut me open !

2009-08-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

Gosh, it sure sucks to be a girl .
Wow , i just realised that .
What a doosh .

So today was kinda normal .
Bus-ed to school alone .

Lessons were boring .
I at last submitted a letter to drop a maths !
Woohooo ~

Found out the bankers from IDEAS IN ACTION would be coming this monday .
And we found out today .
Wow . How awesome.
Mr Shahrin help us did the table a bit .
Wow . and we like just found out yesterday .
Its like 50% completed .
I so cant wait till its ready .
Haha .
Took some pics of Richo doing DNT stuffs .
Bus-ed to Northpoint .
Somehow Ain caught me alighting form the 804 when she just alighted from 965 .
Walked around Northpoint .
I tried a new bubble tea flavor . Hhaha .
Peach ice blended = Sedaaaaaap !
She bought some clips and she bought me this black jade ring .
I prefer using it as a necklace though .
Suka sekali .
Haha .
Chit chatted a lot as usual .
HAHA .
Went home and sleeeeeep .
No idea why i was so tired .

Headahes still not gone till now .
Gosh .
Even after sleeping for oh so long .
Feel like cutting my head open .
And i dream about being an F&N teacher .
WOW .
Maybe because i talked to Ms Liana about being one .
Hahha .

Eyh , aku rindu dear .
AWWW.
Nevermind .
Will be watching G.I. Joe tomorrow with the clan i think .
Wooh .
Cant wait .

Ain !
Haha . I always know !
Shasha . HAHA ,
Spammers seriously no life.
Hahha . Clean your house ?
Baik punya idea .
Haha .
Your house messy ma !
LOL

Gonna go off now .
Mum and bro are screaming at my ear .
Gonna catch my ice cream now .
Chaos ~

Why ?

2009-08-13T19:21:00.005+08:00

Lets start with something random .

Imagine the sky being pink instead of blue .
Haha . cool right ?

Gosh . WAWAN rocks ! Sadly he didnt win .
He only got third.
Awwww.
I'll still love his voice though .
Hehe .
Kalau lah dier mataer aku .
LOL .
Perasan ah HID .
Haha .
I still love my dear okay ?
LOL .

Well , today was kinda normal .
Gosh . I so need a life.
Oh whatever .

Been having headaches these few days .
Its really a pain in the ass. Ooops . I mean head .
Its like as if someone just knocks my head off somehow.

Oh, and drama today was AWESOME .
Serious .
Had new trainers today .
Like at last .
She's nice.
Activities was fun too .
There was this activity where we wrote down our fears and then drop it into a bag .
The trainer would then go round and we pick a paper out of the bag .
Read it out loud and relate it to yourself and add in why you fear that .
So, your rading your friends fear .
Cool . But we dont know who wrote it .

Another was she gave out M&M's and the got to share something according to the colour.
Haha . I got like blue and brown .
For blue, i had to share something sad .
And brown, something random .
Haha .
And , me, i am random .
LOL .
We got to ate it in the end though .

Gosh .
I wanna go start on a maths right now .
Tons of work .
Byeee ~

bleargh.

2009-08-12T19:21:00.006+08:00

//EDITED.

Top Priority : Drop A Maths .

I don't care . Anyone with me ?

Kinda pissed of with a few things right now .
I don't wish to type it out though .

Things to do :
Clean up room cause its freaking messy . Thanks to Tiana .
Finish up homework .
Chill out with homies . I kinda miss my homies though .
Get my freaking cough gone . But how ?
Reorganize my study table .
Get ready for EOY

Well, i am kinda bored right now .
WOW .
You know right now , Tiana is like singing with her having sore throat .
I feel like slapping her .
HAHA .

Dear, flyyyyy to me .
wo yao bao ni .
Hahah .
Correct ?
Gosh .
I suck .
LOL .

'best' day ever

2009-08-11T18:20:00.003+08:00

Well , everything turns out very well early in the morning .
Bus-ed to school with Aly .
Had assembly and so on .
Luckily temp was 37.3 degrees cel .
A little bit more .
And the rest of the day till like recess was fine .
After recess was photo taking .
Head back to class and off to malay .
And POOF !
It attacked me .
Gosh . I swear i could have drop dead there .
I couldn't breathe properly .
I tried taking in deep breathe but all i got was fast breathing .
Took 2 puffs ...
Didn't stop .
Suffered breathing difficulties for another half an hour and took another two puffs .
The whole class was like staring when i took my puffs .
Paiseyh liao .
Haha .

I swear i would never do it again .
Not fun okay !

So lets trace to how i could had an asthma attack .
Stuffy condition during photo taking .
Un-circulated air in MT room .
Air-condition room
Rush between hall -> Class -> MT room
Haze + Heat .

Any possible reason .
But probably not all .
So i just hope it wont happen again .
pray for me .
XD

ii'm way cuter than dear.

2009-08-10T15:38:00.010+08:00

Hey hey hey .

Gonna be a long post . So get your milk and Oreo's ready . Dont say i didnt warn you ! XD

Well, a lot of things happen during the past few days since i updated which is like Wed ?
Haha .
Lots and lots of things happen .

Drama on thursday was kinda awesome and some other parts which is not that awesome .
Haha .
I once again is the stage manager for the most boring skit ever created .
Gosh !

On friday was National Day Celebration cum Racial Harmony .
I swear my butt had just suffered the longest time sitting on floor .
Wooden floor to be exact .
3 straight hours . T.T
Oh yeah , i was wearing a cheong sam for the first time in my life .
Headed for lunch at BK after that .
At that moment, we waited for 12:34:56 .
We, retardedly , cheered for that one second , proud that we lived through that one second .
Dont get it ?
Let me explain .
12:34:56 on 07.08.09 ... 123456789 .
The date and time falls nicely into place .
Headed down to Bottle Tree Park to play pool .
And then down to Teesh's place .
Crowd in her tiny room watching vids .
Haha .
Awesome gathering .
Lets have it again one day .

I love you guys man !

Saturday was awesome too.
Head off to the COMPULSARY sexuality talk organised by madrasah in the moring till around 1 plus .
And i swear it was kinda fun .
Hahah . And meaningful . Lol .

Watched a football match with Stacy (Aini) , Shasha & Ain after that .
It was between our team which is mostly guys form our madrasah agaisnt some guys from Fuchun sec .
We lost like again .
But however i know the guys had a great time .
And so do us .
We camwhored as per normal .
And like i was so excited to see both my favourite guy cousins playing .
Sadly Soif (Jersey No. 14) wasnt there .
Muhahaha .
Once a while seeing them play .
HAHA .
No harm eyh ?
Dear dont be jealous eyh .

Had dinner with the guys at Causewaypoint Banquet after that .
The four was there like chatting while they were eating .
Haha .

Love . Yes , aku sayang mereka . Haha .

The guys at play . Not work . LOL .

First two pic : My cousins . And i love that pose in the last pic ! LOL .

Sunday was like ...
Haha .
Had kenduri at my place .
And while every women is in the kitchen preparing food , i lay in bed lazily .
Thanks to the darn high fever i was having .
Haha . 39.5 degrees celcius baybeh !
Can fry an egg on my forehead .
Went to the clinic at around 3 .
The doc wanted to give me a jab to bring down my fever .
Unfortunately, i have a fear of needles near my skin .
I rejected and he said he will give me a tablet to be eaten to bring my fever down together with some paracetamol .
Haha .
dear was like pestering me to get the jab .
Oh please ... Not in a short notice !
Gosh !
Took my poisons in and off to sleep .
Haha .
And last night , i just had the longest sleep since i dont know when .
Slept for like 12 hours .
And i missed the hilarious episode of S'pore Idol together with the NDP fireworks .
But i didnt miss the Marchings though , my fav .
Hahah .
Soif (Jersey No.14) was in the NCC contingent !
Dear tried to make me jealous by saying that his ex was in the GB contingent and imade him jealous back by talking about Soif .
Awwwww .

Overall, great weekend despite being sick .
Right now , Mum and siblings are out while i am stuck at home .
I dont wish to go out though .

Know what ?
I'm gonna cool myself down .
Im sweating though the fan is blowing in my direction .
-.- .

And i love my dear too ! ♥

kill those damn people.

2009-08-05T17:17:00.008+08:00

Aku rindu pelukan mu .

Hey .
I kinda love today .
Though its really kinda messy .

I love the way i go through life today .
Relaxed and well, different .
I just feel random .
And weird .
Well, i wish i could go through life like this everyday .
Totally relaxed and not being too wound up with everything .
Maybe i should just step back a little .
Take a deep breath and exhale , exhaling out the problems i have .

But obviously i cant .

Probably i should just lie on my bed and go to dreamland.

Maybe i could let the problems just float away .

Nah .

That wont possibly happen .

I dont understand why i always let my anger go deep down .

And later let it flows .

I dont understand why i never bothered to just let all my anger go as i wish .

Like as if theres a really thick wall preventing my anger from escaping .

I dont wish to admit defeat but just let me lead my life the way i want .

Please ?

I want to life life my way .

And not with all those feeling of hatreds lingering around .

Which i dont wish to have .

I probably want that feelings all gone .

Am i promoting worldpeace here ?

Ignore that .

Think again .

Please .

Dear , aku sayang kamu leh ! XP

paranoia!

2009-08-04T19:12:00.004+08:00

I'm running out of patients
'Cos I can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That I am feeling

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
- Breathe slow, Alesha Dixon

Sometimes when life takes a toll on its own ,
I guess i just gotta be patient .

Sometimes these type of people just meant to be ignored is it ?
I just dont see the point of these people .
Maybe im just being too paraniod .
Gosh ~
Oh yeah , brush up on your english before talking to me ...

Gosh ~
Its so peaceful before my mom comes home .
And now , tornado just landed .
oh god .
Can they like one day come home and like keep quiet ?
please ?

My super skinny friend, Zul just apologised for being irritating .
LOL .
But sometimes i guess his irritating-ness made me laugh hard .
One of his jokes ;
Z : Eyh hidayah, your bridge fixed already ? (refering to my pm some time ago, 'Our bridge has burnt down" )
H : Haha . Nope . why ?
Z : No . Im plannig to fix it for you .

LOL .
Funny or what sia .
Random too .
Haha .

Oh , i now have a friend to accompany me to watch a football match this sat .
AINI !
Haha . Well, i guess it will be such fun to watch both my cousins who are the only two who are the same age as me ( and both are guys ! For god's sake ! ) play agaisnt each other .
Haha .
I dont who to support leh .
Haha .
And dear , wanna tag along too ?
HAHA .
Okay , gonna go off now .
Mom confiscate my laptop for i dont know what reason .
And using the comp sucks .
No privacy .
Gosh ~

HAHA .
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

when it goes terbalik .

2009-08-03T18:31:00.004+08:00

Heya Babies
AEM @ RP pic above
Haha
Somewhere in june .
LOL

Kinda feeling low and bored .
Haha.
Yeah .
My butt is kinda heavy today .
LOL .

Today was kinda normal .
Not much of interesting lessons .
There's this twinning program going on in our school .
Teachers are so making a big fuss over it . -.-
Oh ya . Got back maths test . Gosh ~
9 out of 10 .
Rabakxzxzxz .
And my target was like 13 ?
Had to study more .
And kena remedial .
Damn .
I hate remedials .
Seriously .

Oh had geog test today too .
Can i pass geog for once please ?
Haha .
I never pass geog for once .
Never , mind you .

I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel like sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping .
Gosh ~
But if i sleep now, i wont be able to sleep later at night .
Okay, Im boreeeeeeeeeeeeed .
No one's at home .
Awwwwww .

You know sometimes i just gotta let it out .
But i dont wish to do it here .
Damnationxzxxz .
Hahah .

Im gonna ransack the kitchen .
Hungryyyyyyyyyyyy ~
(:

Look into your heart.

2009-08-02T15:30:00.004+08:00

Hey sunshine !
Feeling super hyper today .
Haha .
I got no idea why .
Probably the fun i had early in the morning already ?
Haha .

So, today was kinda awesome .
Only the first part of the day though .
Started the day way early .
Like around 6.40 am .
Haha . Very enthu right ?
LOL .
So, reached mosque at around 8.05am .
Thanks to Ain who was late .
Texting me at 7.40am sayong she'll beout in five minutes .
Ended up forgetting her tudung . -.-"
And she didnt know i had one bag full of tudung to give away . -.-"
Haha .
Haflah started at around 9 .
Not that bad .
Kinda boring too .
I have like seen all the performance though last week .
Haha .
There is this youth motivator who came and he's kinda funny .
Haha . Short ceramah only .
Then came the prize presentation .
Blah blah blahed .
At last came the eating part .
Yummy .
But the fried chicken super oily .
And to those who dont really know me , I hate oily foood .
Hahas .
I dont know why .
After eating, camwhored with the group, my awesome mates !
Aku cinta mereka ! Haha .
Went home .
Took around an hour to reach home .
I know .
Thanks to Ain for dragging me to take bus with the group .
Had fun talking about lotsa stuff in the buuuuuuuss .
Syuhrah was quite fun to talk to !
Haha . Cheers my babe !
Reached home at around 2 plus .
And im meeting dear later on .
Hehee .

Oh ya . Had Maths and A Maths test on Fri .
Awesome or what ?
Besides having 2 maths test early in the morning .
When my brain is still half asleep .
Haha .
Obviously gonna flung A Maths .
Mummy wont let me quit .
):
And hopefully ii wish to pass maths .
Pleaseeeee ?
Haha .

And i broke my record yest .
I always tell myself that Harry Potter was boring .
Cause all these while channel 5 played it, I always fall asleep .
But i managed to stay wide awake throughout the whole 2h 20 min movie yesterday with dearest Ain .
Haha .
I was like telling Ain halfway throughout the movie , "Ain, the movie too boring seyh . Those sitting in the couple seats behind can romance sia . "
She turn around and it was a malay couple behind and i was talking in malay to her .
-.-"
Suddenly the woman behind us who was sitting behind us was like telling her partner "Eyh by, I cant tahan sia . I feel like peeing " .
LOL .
Me and Ain was like laughing our ass off .
HAHAHA .
I was freezing cold during the movie seyh .
Ain was like wearing 3 layers .
And me, 3 . And she was like feeling even colder than me . -.-
Hahaha .

Know what ?
Im gonna go off .
Dear waiting downstairs already .
Hahah .

My Awesome Mates ~

Ain was like all white .
I keep telling her .
"Ain looks so pure today ah ! "
LOL .

Hid. Sasa, I'id Keco'

Hid'Ain

Amri ~! Haha . That guy is seriously such a flirt with girls .

He kinda took a picture with every girl .

LOL .

My Super Skinny friend . LOLS

Danial ! My awesome friend ! Gosh . He really toned down eyh .

Hahaha . I still can remember how chbby he looked in primary school . XP

The ladies ~

Okay . I'm gonna go now .

Miss me people .

LOLS .

Byeeee ~

hug me . LOL

2009-07-30T20:46:00.003+08:00

wooooooooooooooooshhh ~

I dont have much to say cause I just rants so much on private blog .

HAHA .

stalked...

2009-07-29T18:18:00.004+08:00

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, (I'll never get the chance again)
Reach out as far as you can, (I'll never get the chance again)
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Yeah, yeah

Falling falling falling in love with this song .
Haha .I dont love him like some crazy fans though .
I prefer that rocker David Cook .I adore him .Haha .

Today spell normal .
Not much happened .
Besides me being stalked by some bangla .
-.-"
See lah dear , never send me home right ?
Haha .
Not dear's fault too though .
Haha .
He followed me from the cross junction at the swimming complex there .
Then all the way till 761 .
-.-"
He stopped following when i was in one of the shops .
Cause obviously there are people around .
Haha .
And the cops that drove past us did nothing .
Gosh ~

Its over though .
Haha .
Im boreeeeddd .
Haha .

Buffalo wings taste like chickens !
-Alyaa !

2009-07-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

Gahh ~
I guess my life seems peretty bad huh ?
Just finished reading my past archives .
Gosh .

Today was pretty bad though .
I wish i could turn back time .
And made it more awesome .
At the start of day was already boring .
And mummy told me we are going to send grandpa to therapy .
I thought were really going to .
So i skipped doing coursework .
And followed them .
And we ended up at a counselling center in Bkit Batok .
In my heart, i was fumiiiiiiing mad .
Yeah . I kena counselling for some family problem .
The only problem im facing is A MATHS !
Goshh ~
So, counselling, didnt believe i would actually cried .
Haha .
W O W .
And i really got punked !
Haha . By mummy .
W O W .

Drive down to Woodland checkpont there .
Ate late lunch .
Haha . Kampong style fried rice
Seedaaaaaaappp !
Head off to fetch lil bro .
He had swimming
haha .
And his shirt was wet at the wrong place
diao .
Haha .

I need some random thinking again .
Imagine if macaroni and cheese, and chicken bolognaise were to combine in one , how would it taste huh ?
Haha .
Im feeling blue ( as in coulour ) again dear !
Hahah .

Random thinking .

2009-07-27T16:51:00.003+08:00

Hey hey .

I should probably explain about the last post .
Haha .
Well, its all because of a SIMPLE thing .
I have been hearing about people hating people here and there .
Like almost every other day .
How could i not get irritated .
Gosh~

Leave that aside .
The reason im blogging right now is that i am boorrreeedddd .
Haha .
School today is one of the days that you drag yourself out of bed thinking that it will be awesome and then you found out its the total opposite .
Oh no !
I hate those days .
But hell, i have gone through it .
I should probably eat chocolate early in the morning so i could be retarded and random for once that it will just made my day more awesome .
Haha .
Well , the start of the day is already so boring .
Yeah, i owe teachers like 3 homeworks and the teachers made big fuss about it .
Unless if i owe it like a year already . -.-
And as if I'm gonna spend gazillion hours trying to complete it .
I'd rather spend that hours go catch up my sleep .
I know .
I would like to be the bad girl for once .
Haha .

Oh ya .
Yesterday after religous class, on the way home , Sasa, Shasha and me were randomly talking .
And i realised all those hot mat rep guys who would ask for you number are all like players .
Gosh~
Its so difficult to find a hot guy who would keep thier promise on being with you forever and being faithful .
I rather go marry that geek in the library cause they are the only who will get rich one day when all those mats would only get a low wage job .
No offence .
Haha .

Im off now .
(:

Releasing that anger .

2009-07-26T18:58:00.003+08:00

I wish I could fly .
And i wanna eat cheesecake .
Haha . Random thinking.
I know .

Good things always comes in pairs .
But what about bad things?
Do they come in flocks ?
I dont understand human .
Though me myself is a human .
All thosecrazy things human does .
And mostly are those adding sins to us .
I dont seem to get what is so special about it that makes us doing it again and again .
One minute you were my friend, the next, my enemy .
Is that what Tyra Banks call 'frenemies' or what Aini call 'fair-whether friends' .
They come to us when they dont have anyone and the next hour they call you bitches in front of their new friends .
Or probably say things totally the opposite of you to someone who thinks highly of you .
And all I could say about these types of goody two shoes are that they have no freaking lives .
If you hate a person, then spend the rest of your life hating them until you feel like they deserved to be forgiven to , then you can be friends and love them wholeheartedly .
Or probably spend the rest of your life hating them for only god knows the reason .
Its no use being a goody two shoes you know .
Its all an act to be nice to them and give them high hopes .
Its like putting on thick makeup trying to cover your ugly pimples .
So think about it .
In my opinion, i rather go apologized and be honest to them than be an idiot putting on thick makeup and still look ugly .

And all i could say is
"Siapa makan cili, dia lah yang terasa pedas"
Or in english,
" The one who eats the chilli will feel the heat. "

Look into your heart.

2009-07-25T19:45:00.004+08:00

I'll be back soon you wont have time to miss me . Look after my heart-I've left it with you .

-Edward Cullen.

Hello wellow humans !

I dont know why but I was wanting to blog when I came across Twilight qoutes pictures .

Hahaha .

It was thanks to Marissa that I got to know about Twilight Saga .

It was early 2008 and Mars was already reading it .

It was the time when no one in our school knows about it .

Only after the movie came out, everyone starts reading it .

Haha .

When the book was publish like in 2007 .

-.-""

So, I had a normal day .

I focused more on studies than hanging out today .

Haha .

Spend time studyind with dear today .

Haha .

He was awesomely sweet today .

No idea why .

Gosh ~

Before mummy starts screaming at my ear, I got to go now .

Byeeeeeee folks .

when it starts showering

2009-07-24T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hey hey sunshine .
I feel like skipping today .
As in hop .
Oh nevermind .

I love myself .
Okayyyy .. Randomness .
Gosh ~

So, school wasnt bad but it was boring .
Imagine having double period of E maths , A maths, Malay then English .
Boring much .
Walked home with Aly and WS .
Gosh ~ My leg was begging me to stop .
Hahha .
I wish to have wings and flyyyyyyyyy .
Hahah .

Slacked at home and then head off for a last minute meet up with Dear .
Haha .
Head to AMK , granny's place to slack .
But first fetch bro .
I didnt know bro talked to himself .
-.-""

I actually got no idea on what to blog about .
But since dear wanted me to blog .
Haha .
Im such an obedient darling right dear ?
(:

I wanna head off to Dreamland now .
Haha .
Byeeeeeee ~

i love my dear can ? ^^

2009-07-20T18:10:00.008+08:00

Hey aliens (!)
Okay . That was randoooommmm .
Hahah .
Ohh . Had a great + not so great day today .

Sunday
Had madrasah early in the morning .
As usual , the four of us will always be lateee .
Haha .
And only in the morning , Ain told me there's no tuition due to H1N1. Damn H1N1 !
And were gonna go watch football with Fyqaa at Anderson Sec .
And I did bring extra clothes . -.-"
So , only way is to ask Fyqaa to lend me some .
Haha .
After madrasah got that dikir barat thingy .

Quite funny lah .

We learnt the hand movements .

Haha .

After that went to watch that football match .

Gosh ~

The boys so hoooott !
Haha .

Especially number 14 ~

Eyh, dear dont jealous horh . ^^

Haha .

Ahhh ! Cannot take it sia .

Then in the end they went off first . -.-

Didnt had a chance to take picture T.T

And sadly camera's batt went flat halfway .

Hahaha .

And in the end we lost .

But nevermind, It was a great game to watch .

Haha .

Amri & Zul ! Thanks for accompanying the 3 of us ( Me , Ain and Fyqaa ) home!

And Monday wasnt that bad . But still bad in a way.

Today was worst .

Haha .

Even though i have been going home with WS . Haha .

I think my prepaid will be gone in 2 weeks .

24 hours texting him . -.-

Damn .

Dear , you owe me Bubble tea and hersheys horh !

Haha .

And go sit in oven to make yourself hotter okay ? ;)

And while you go sit in oven, i will go grab some oxygen !

And since you said " Die-die must must mention dear ah...", SO HERE IT GOES .

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

Happy dear ?

Haha .

Im off for now .

Haha .

Someone remind me to blog if it goes dead alright ?

missing you

2009-07-17T15:05:00.004+08:00

Hey hey !
Did a quiz .
And i guess its really kinda true .
Wow .

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Okay . that wasnt the point of me blogging !

I miss my Godsis lah !

Sis ! Meet up soon .

All those moments lost all this while , you missed out a lot of things !

And obviously I need updates about you !~

Hahaha .

Im so missing you right now lah !

Haha .

I can't believe a simple mxg i send you could make you cry .

Im sorry .

Sorry for all the wrongdoings i have done to you .

I didnt mean to .

I guess im stubborn eyh ?

Hehe .

Shall have a meet up soon together with Shasha !

I miss the old times .

Those times where late at night you would come my house and we taked about things under the moon .

Hahas .

Miss ya lots lah !

Okay enough .

I gotta go get ready before aini comes knocking on my dooor .

Hahas .

Byee .

Text me if anything .

happybelatedbirthdaytome !

2009-07-15T20:48:00.002+08:00

Oh , and believe it or not .

I just got it into my damn brains that im 15 !

At last .

P.S. Got a freaking 'You-know-you-are-already-getting-older-so-change-your-attitude' lecture by mum . -.-

cartoons in class

2009-07-15T20:01:00.006+08:00

Oh Hello Wello !
HAHA . Random kan ?
I know . I know .
Hahha .

Today's lesson wasnt that bad .
Quite fun . Thanks to the last 5 period of the day (excluding SMART)
During th last period of F&N Ms Liana ended updrawing Jarrett and some others .
Funny i tell you .
Cant seem to stop laughing .
And my stimach kinda hurt .
And adding to the laugh was Ms Liana drawing WS face with that idiotic ;o face of his .
LOL .

Eyh , know what ?
Im gonna go start on my F&N and Geog !
(:

i have weak immune system

2009-07-14T14:15:00.003+08:00

~~ EDITED.
Oh~~ I feel like singing again .
But my throat is sore .
Damn .
Skipped school . Had fever in the morning .
Went to the clinic and the doctor and he said i got no fever . -.-
I think his thermometer something wrong .
Dang !
Had one day MC cause of my damn asthma . My asthma always attacks me at the wrong time .
Haiyoh . Was just looking forward to F&N today and there goes my day spending it in front of my lappy .
Great .

I wanna thank some people for wishing me the best .

Ain & Richo ; Thanks for spending the day with me aites ? Owe you two a big one !

Gonna go now .